Come on...

I love you, I really do, but you are driving me fucking insane. Not with your problems, your low self esteem, or that you really need a hug a lot- But because you won't stop apologizing... And it makes me feel like you're afraid of me for some reason...

Okay Then

I run a Doctor Who themed hangout and discussion thread on an avatar site.
It's fun, and for the most part, people are usually well behaved and polite.

But, with the new season, I haven't been able to catch any of the episodes yet, and now am several behind, and everyone has been very polite and using spoiler hiders because there are still Many people on the site that haven't been able to see them yet.

I caught someone Not using it, and politely asked they hide the spoiler behind the special code for it.

I'm trying to be considerate of the people who Have seen the episodes and want to discuss them too, and have it so that only the few latest ones must be hidden.

But after posting that request, someone else made an excuse for the first person, and was a twit to Me over apparently not knowing the content of the most recent episodes to be able to tell he Wasn't referring to one of the past two weeks, when I'd said in my post before that I hadn't been able to see any yet and I was sorry for inconveniencing anyone.

I even said that if it wasn't one of the Most recent ones, then he could leave it unhidden.

I'm not even really annoyed, it's just funny what people will defend others from when you're being polite.

Aggravations and Overreactions

My Ex's family friended me on facebook when we were still together, and I haven't had the heart to unfriend the lot of them despite not wanting anything to do with them.

His mother has always kind of freaked me out. His father and I just never clicked. His sister is half my age and acts it(Which, of course, is forgivable, but I don't really want to deal with it)

The latter two tend to leave me alone, but the mother insists on messaging me any time she sees I'm online.

I'm on Farmville(But I'm not obsessed. I forget I have crops growing 90% of the time) And, so is she...

Now this woman has health problems and rarely leaves the house, so, she's on a lot, and I can sympathize with that... But she keeps asking me to join her Co-ops and everything, but she uses this ridiculous pleading thing, and honestly I've begun planting my own crops more religiously just so next time, I can tell her I Can't do it.

It's a childish way of escaping, but for the same reasons I started this blog, I can't bring myself to just say no, because I am far too conscious of the feelings of others...

But this last time I joined her co-op, I ended up going away for the weekend, and the crops wilted... So when I got on today, she starts messaging me with the equivalent of "What Happened?!" "Who Died?!"...

It's a Game, lady... And you met your quota without my help. Leave me alone please.

Counterproductive

Two posts and I've already had the urge to show this blog to my friends several times.

But that would kind of defeat the purpose of creating this place.

I think I just want attention.

Rant One; Siblings

Or, more rightly, Sibling.
My brother has done nothing to me recently to aggravate.

So, let's talk about my sister.

My sister is a pathological liar, and will probably be the main subject of my rants, as she is a major point of frustration in my life.

She sees the world through a filter, where whenever she does something wrong, her mind seems to rewrite it with what she Should have done, or some other way to keep herself from being in the wrong.

If you try to confront her about it, then you become the enemy.

But what makes it worse is she will tell Everyone else these lies about how you've treated her, and has poisoned several relationships without even realizing what she's doing.

The Lies aren't lies to her, and so I try not to get angry, but lately my patience for this has worn down to nearly nothing, and I've started to get short with her whenever she tries to tell me her perception of events that I have witnessed myself...

Part of me believes that having everyone just show outright disbelief in what she says will help her beat this, but from past experience I know that she'll just drop us and move on to someone who doesn't know her yet.

She's already done it several times, and she's doing it again...

She's working a minimum wage job which she says she hates, but she won't get a new one. It's always someone else's fault.

In her mind, she goes out and hands in applications everywhere.

In reality, I've sat beside her watching movies all day and had her lie to our parents about how many times she's gone in to town job hunting...

I shouldn't have to worry about my Older sister's future, but I do.

Introduction

Hello there random people reading this blog. If there are any of you that is.
Honestly it doesn't matter that much to me. It'd be nice to get hits, but this blog is mainly to give myself an outlet that I haven't shared with any of my friends or relatives.

I need an unrelated place to talk in as too many people know me on LJ and DeviantArt.

As Such, I won't be doing any linking to my other places.

Also I'll likely use aliases for the people I mention.

Anyway, you can call me Dee.
I live in the states, somewhere in the middle.
I like Drawing, NCIS, Doctor Who, Dungeons and Dragons, Roleplaying, and Rock and Roll.

That's about it for the intro.

I promise this won't All be rantage. I'll shove in the occasional happy post, as I refuse to be seen as Emo.